Monday 20 May 2013

am touched...

Assalamualaikum..happy to see this blog again..erm...dono why..currently..clalo rase sebak..feel like wanna cry..dono la...and3... around me..mesti asyik2 mention pasal jodoh..i dono when its going to stop..tipula kalau saye pun xtersentuh langsung bila mana disekeliling kita goes about that topic..and saye akan clalo dpt feedback dri kwn2.. "prmpuan yg baik utk lelaki yg baik".. jgn risau..awak baik..insyaAllah.. awak akn dpt someone yg baik gak.. honestly am touched.. sebab saye xtau nk komen ap..sebab saya rase saya xcukup baikk....

            and to be honest gak..bukan xd someone yg bek approach but saye xsedia ag..u tell me how?? saye blum krja lgi..sye lum ad aset sndri lgi..saya xtau lagi mcm mna future saya..and many more..saya jenis yang once i get involve..i'll give mybest..so..kalau lah saye wt keputusan skrg.. how saye nk bg komitmen?? saya akui..memang sgt berhati-hati about this.. sebab saya xnk saya menyesal suatu hari nnti.. 

            so..dari situ gak saya memang nekad..if saye get involve one day.. saya xkan pamerkan "HE" dekat public.. no more.. biar saya dia family dan org terdekat je yang tau..sampaila masenye we get married.. baru saye akan announce..bukan feeling2 macam artis..x.. xpernah terpikir pun..

           whatever it is..doakan yang terbaik! just follow the flow..insyaAllah.. :)

Wednesday 15 May 2013

alhamdulillah.. :)

assalamualaikum!! yay!! am the happy girl! hehehe..sebenarnye beria cgt happy sb da lepas presentation strategic management a.k.a SM..hehe..yela..gigih tau ngadap lappy n bku wt asgment tue.. plus stay kt libry smpi subuh..baru nmpk katil..gagah x??hoho..it took 3 days tuk settlekn slide sume..huhu..but3 cgt berbaloi baloi.. alhamdulillah.. matrix yg me wt..dibantu oleh liza selaku penaip..diberi pujian..penuh teruja lecturer puji..ciap mention..sye teruja nie..heee..senyum lebar....
         yela..to be honest..am not fully understand..so..i study first..study cgtttt..padahal duk men belek2..tgk skli imbas je..hoho..tgk cth dlm bku..smpi koyak la buku eden..xpnh2 buku koyak..sob3..sadisnyeeee...and am doing it based on my understanding....agak cuak gak..sebab i dono whtr it is betul or salah..at the end.. betul...waaa..terharu rasa..paid off! ;') 
         yang terharu nye lecturer ciap ley wt conclusion..kecantikan nie dtg dri hati..ajal maut jodoh pertemuan di tgn tuhan..ad jodoh xkemana..yg xcntik tue jgn risau..sebab org yg cntik tue hati dy cntik..hoho.. tudia.. tibe-tibe kesimpulan bez sgguh..me juz keep smiling..speechless.. present pasal estee lauder..skli dpt tazkirah pasal jodoh bagai..lectrr nie cm tau2 je eden single ag..hohoho.. kelakar pn ada..
         nvm la..janji me is happy! oyeah!! ibu baru je pas kol..pesanan last..duit ad ag ke x?? jgn mkn megi... haaa..tudia..amaran da kuar..haha :P xpe..dont worry la.. am not interested da kt megi nie..maaf ye en megi..hee..then3 my mom ask me to tanye org office..ley x nk booking rumah tetamu tuk convo t..mak aiii mummy..awl beno..convo akhir bulan 10 ok..hoho..semangat beno nie..
         

Wednesday 24 April 2013

cantik..cun..comey..beautiful.. pretty...

Assalamualaikum.. :) alhamdulillah..masih bernafas di muka bumi ini.. thank you Allah for this opportunity.. :) to be honest i have no time to update this blog..my schedule full..  :( inilah hakikat yg perlu diterima oleh final year students..huhu.. ok3.. actually tergerak hati nak update sb tiba2 dtg idea plus i dono why..laju je ngadap lappy and update.. :)
        as i mention above.. cantik??cun?? comey?? beautiful?? pretty?? tipula kalau xterdetik kat hati korang to be like tat kannn...xbaik tipu2 nie.. :P me also sometimes usaha utk cari anything utk protect myskin..kind of  give kepuasan diri.. :) xsalah nak jadi or mantain kecantikan..ke cun nan korang tue.. 
        untuk yg da memang sedia cantik cun bagai.. jangan terlalu bangga..sombong.. tats not yours mydear.. jgn lupa.. semua tue hanya pinjaman mydear.. :) jadi kat sini nak mention supaya phm konsep bersyukur.. :) xsemua org dpt kelebihan tue..ya.. semua ciptaan Allah indah2 belaka.. :) tp as a human..a normal human..mesti akan cuba jugak nak compare2 dengan orang lain kn.. saya xcakap salah..but berpada-pada lah ye.. :)
        nk syukur nie sbnrnye xsusah pun..cara yg paling senang..bila ada orang puji.. just said alhamdulillah.. thankz to Allah.. :) senang kn?? kalau yang reti or paham arabic..u can use "haza min fadhli rabbi".. maksudya..semua ini kurniaan Tuhan.. :)  just as simple as that..kalau lagi rajin.. make sujud syukur.. :) islam itu mudah.. :)
        ok..untuk yang rasa kurang cantik..kurang cun bagai.. xperlu la nak down sangat.. xcantik dari segi appearance xsemestinya xcantik dari segi "dalaman".. :) sometimes you forgot..which one are the most important.. and sebab tue la wujud golongan-golongan yang mengubah ciptaan Allah yg da tersedia indah tue...
        kening berserabut sikit..mula la cari tempat-tempat..kedai-kedai or whatsoever it been called.. nak buat "threading".. mydear..dalam Al-Quran da dimention dengan jelas lgi nyata..its HARAM..so why nak buat jugak??  coz u eager nak jadi cantik kn? then, duk cucuk sana cucuk sini.. sakit tau??why nak seksa diri??and sebelum buat tue..pernah xpikir side effect dia?? xboleh tau memudaratkan diri..korang cari la dalam Al Quran ke hadis..ada mention pasal nie.. mydear..setiap sesuatu yg Allah cipta tue.. DIA tahu mana yg sesuai..mana yg terbaik utk kita.. tats why xperlu nak ubah dah.. yakin dengan diri sendiri.. why kita nak transform jadi orang lain?? think3.. 

"Syukur itu tidak mudah.. tapi syurga ganjarannya.. "

Sunday 21 April 2013

having some quality time with buddy!!

Assalamualaikum  :)begin ur day with a smile..hoyeahh!! hehe..ok3.. yesterday i had spent my whole day with my buddy..shes kakak actually..haha..but we are close enough to not been called kakak..hehehe.. she even said.. ingatkan nnti ngantuk..sbb smlm tido lewat..tats why xjdi nk pakai lens but3 xngantuk lgsg.. ngn faezh nie asyik nk ckp je..hahaha..lol!
    ya..i admit..am quite talkative..but with someone tat i closed..so..they will keep on laughing all the time..hehehe..for anonymous or strangers..am not..really.. so sorry..i juz cant.. :) we had so much fun! going to the place tat ive never been with public transport..means before this ive went there..but my friend pick me up..hehe.. gagah sangat! but its an experience for me..atleast when people asking me..i know how to answer it..yay!! :P



shes candid maa..hoho


we and food...bestfriends..hehe

Thursday 18 April 2013

am really tired...

Assalamualaikum...good to see tis cute blog again.. ok..back to the topic..ya! am really tired..no jokes..am tired facing people behavior.. ohmy! why acting like a kid?? u didnt matured enough?? even u have reach 20++..  please,,,think before u act.. it is good for u to make it public?? tell all over the world that u have conflict with ur friend.. sorry mydear.. u look pathetic plus ur value of attitude..worst..its reality..ya..i know tats ur account..but did u the one tat seen all of ur conversation? plus u make it public..not private..then u thought anyone cant see it?? think3 la mydear.. u have grown up..not a kid anymore..dont act and think like them.. everyone have their limit..once their level of patience sometimes lost.. so.. please..

       i've never think to bebel here..but as a human..and also a friend..i need to correct what it is wrong..ok..now am really busy.. morning,evening,afternoon..only night i can rest..theres a lot need to be settle..need my attention..then..am apologizing coz unable to update this blog regularly.. but i'll try mybest..whenever i have some time..i will update. :) and last but not least..am really sorry nera! i cant attend ur engagement day! i have no time.. :( btw, congratz for u mydear! i will make sure ur i attend ur wedding ! :) i'll try mybest!

Thursday 4 April 2013

midsem break!! wihuuu!!!

Assalamualaikum.. first of all..thankz to Allah..am able to update tis lovely blog..after a month i didnt manage to update anything yet! am really sorry..am quite bz tis sem! which mylast sem..insyaAllah..amiin! hehehehe back to the topic.. excited??happy??sad??worry?? yes! i do! huhu..after tis midbreak..i have an advance audit mid exam..presentation for theory of accounting..an individual presentation for advance audit..a presentation for PB..and many more i guess.. i dono..am lazy to list it all..hahaha..

above all...one month and a half..i didnt went home..ohmy! pity me..its not tat i dont want..but am unable..theres a lot of thing tat need to be settle..then..tell me..how am going to go back home??waaaa...
but now i'll be g0ing home...wink3.. ;) cant wait maa...huhu..for tis sem also..i've changed for good insyaAllah..da besar maa..da boleh kawen da pun..hahaha..

it sounds funny but tats a reality..tis sem..question tat always been ask..when are you  going to get married??
when is ur turn?? did u have someone special yet?? ohmy! did myface memang ada tulis ye??anda da boleh kawen da nie..OR anda wajib kawen da nie...is it??hahahaha

yes..i do love kids..and i do wanna get married one day..but..but..but..i didnt have someone special yet..plus i need to settle down one by one..amboi! kau superwoman ke  apa nak settle semua in  one time.. zap3.. settle! hohoho..it just a matter of time.. huhu..sabar ye kawan-kawanku syg..juz wait for my invitation card ye..dont worry..i xlupa uols.. ;) hehehehe..and kakak2 ku syg yg am unable to attend their wedding..sorry a lot! bukan sengaja ye..so..sila jgn boikot myturn nnt ye.. hehehe..




happy holidays guys!! take care!! :)


Monday 4 March 2013

celebrating her birthday...

Assalamualaikum.. ;) ok3..td after clases kitorang terus pergi cari kek..nak celeb birthday girl..nak keluar transport tarak pulak..masing2 keluar..huhu..then tibe2 ternampak ad jual pizza..then kitorang bedal sekali la..huhu.. simple je.. sebab saye pun not too well..waa..kecian kan..duk usung sapu tangan everywhere..ngan selebeh serabai..tudung pun da xbape tul..




ok3..sile abaikan muke yang sememeh tue..xlarat.. :( xtipu nie..since saturday lagi..saturday tue la paling worst..pale tingtong..xboleh nak bangun langsung..pusing2..demam+flu..plus muntah around 4/5 times..sehari suntuk atas katil je..sampai xsedar juz makan roti sekeping je for the whole day until ahad petang..dasyat x?? ntah..dono why..tibe2 je..sob3..and yg xdireply msg,whatsap n others tue maaf la ye..eden xlarat nak belek fon..

Saturday 16 February 2013

ohmy!! still didnt start packaging!!

Assalamualaikum..meet again!! yes!! am never touched anything yet!!juz doing laundry.. 2 rounds tue..haha.. a lot of clothes plus telekung plus cadar semua.. hahaha.. amik kau..kalau da jantina nye girl..memang normal la kn..xsame macam laki..bpe helai sangatla yg diorang akan bawak..hahaha :P yela,baju kurung je da arounds 8 pasang..sikit la tue..for one sem ok..and am juz thinking to buy a new one..hehehe

        my things yang dekat another house pun xamik lagi..nmpk sangat kan kemalasan tuk mengemas di situ..hoho..ntahla..macam2 perasaan ada.. happy+ sad+ tired+ nervous+excited..  mix them all..haha..tapi by hook or by crook i need to settle all of it by tomorrow..sebab...ahad pagi da gerak ke kl..huhu..sekejap je kan masa berlalu.. am i ready to start a new sem??

        bilik pun xtau lagi dekat block mane..harap2 la bukan 9c yang belakang hutan tue..xnak la..nnt mkhluk2  (monyet,khinzir) semua tue keluar macam mane.. xtenteram eden nak keluar..huhu..saya nie bukan atlet olahraga..yang nak kena training berlari everyday..ohmy!! xnk!!

        btw,this is my last sem.. i need to perform well..so i think i'll manage my schedule properly..i have to..because some of the reason..my cgpa turun sangat la mendadak.. akibat result sem yg before this..thank a lot la kepada individu yg terbabit.. hoho..kecewa??ofcoz..i've worked hard to increase my cgpa..to get dean list maa..and saya hampir dapat!! sikit je lgi..tp....sem dpn tue amik kau...bom kebabom..hancur lebur harapan to maintain my pngs..tapi xpe..i knw.. Allah maha adil.. Allah alwayz there for me.. so..chill!!! work hard faezah!!

       

Friday 8 February 2013

i need a teddy bear!!

Assalamualaikum..first of all..thank to Allah..am still alive till now..such a wonderful gift.. ;) and of course a big apologize coz unable to update tis cute blog..haha..am quite busy with mylife..haha..but am coming back!! for good..insyaAllah.. :)

        sadly to mention tat my holidays just 9 days left..ohmy!!time flies so fast...but am excited for a new sem..which my last sem for sure..after tat insyaAllah..am officially will be graduated!!but ofcoz i'll be missing my studying life.. :(  Ya Allah..pliz let everything went well for me..amiin!

       ok3..back to the topic..ya!! i do need a teddy bear..coz mine i throw it at the store..haha..coz its does not mean anything to me now..haha..so..i need to buy a new one..not too big like mine..juz enough for me to hug..plus cute ofcoz..hehe ;P currently,am deeply fall in love with the white color teddy bear..look like very calm and cute!!wink2

      dont worry..after am starting my new sem..i'll buy it..as soon as i can..to accompany me through out the night..hehe..cant wait!!




                                                  just like tis one!! ohmy!! too cute!!

Thursday 3 January 2013

Meet Again!!

Assalamualaikum.. Hai everyone!! actually, saya tengah gigih menyiapkan report intern nie.. huhu.. tapi oleh sebab rindu akan belog ku ini..maka ku gagahkan jugak untuk mengupdate..hehe ;) ok3.. xtau nak share apa.. tapi tetibe terlintas nak tegur sikit..hehe..
   
   ermmm..saye kann..macam mane ye..saya sebenarnye takut tengok manusia zaman sekarang..yg budak-budak sibuk kejar gelaran "hotstuff"..ish3..apa yg best cgt jdi hot setuff tue adik2? boleh tolong korang hot dekat akhirat nnti ke?? akak bukan apa..xkisah pun sebenarnye if korang "batak" cgt nk hot setuff tue..tapi berpada-pada la dik oi..jangan la sampai terikut-ikut dgn bnde2 yg xelok..awk tue kecik lagi dik oi..xckup makan garam lagi...ouch!masin kak..haha..
   
   selalunye la kan..org yg hot2 nie..org duk stalk dia..dia buat apa, suka apa .senang cite all about u la.. xrimas ke asyik diperhatikan?? di selidik segala bagai.. the answer is on ur own hand.. :) then.yg gegirl pulak..korang boleh main suka2 je kan..whethr nak pakai tudung or x..means on off.. dik oi.. nnti kan..dekat akhirat sane..if masuk neraka la kan..ada main kejap2 ke dik??suke2 adik nak keluar masuk?? think3!!
   
   memang adk cakap..jaga tepi kain sendiri boleh?? dik..nnti la kan..adik confirm ke kubur adik tue bukan sebelah orang yg duk tegur adk tue?? kan ke gangguan tuk dia nnti..duk dgo adk duk menjerit bagai diseksa macam2..think3!!
   
   xsusah pun untuk buat perubahan..just u urself yg dah set ur mind..its difficult..dik..hidayah tue kita xboleh tunggu..kena cari..sama konsep macam rezeki jugak..xdatang bergolek dik..kena usaha..baru la dapat..ok?? till then.. :)